{"id":1954,"date":"2002-08-10T11:32:13","date_gmt":"2002-08-10T11:32:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/four-poems\/"},"modified":"2007-08-10T21:57:52","modified_gmt":"2007-08-10T21:57:52","slug":"four-poems","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/four-poems\/","title":{"rendered":"Four Poems"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>By Todd Colby.<\/p>\n<p>Iowa<\/p>\n<p>Life alone creams such zones<br \/>\nLike a knee is gouged and no one is there.<br \/>\nYou might take a stab at not being there.<br \/>\nPoultice nabbed by people on stoops,<br \/>\nGreen glass medallion flashing in the dirt lot.<br \/>\nWhen the ring tops of bottles bare fists<br \/>\nThe rags will later be wrapped over wounds,<br \/>\nGood as a rung of a ladder, my jab.<br \/>\nThe L-step, programmed a melee<br \/>\nYou did not have to tell a story or<br \/>\nnothing like that like a craving to hear a story.<br \/>\nOr wanting a story or even having discussed it.<br \/>\nI was a vandal then, marshmallows on<br \/>\nWindshields and such, Iowa.<\/p>\n<p>From a Desk<\/p>\n<p>This guy has some rooting around to do.<br \/>\nA spill is current, at least with the bright berry stains<br \/>\ndotting the fence around the hedges.<br \/>\nThe children knew that the leisure puppet<br \/>\nhad been repaired with glue made from the hooves of wild horses<br \/>\nand it frightened them. They separated themselves into distracted,<br \/>\nclownish brackets-spaced wildly.<br \/>\nI had not thought to brush the glass from their hair<br \/>\nso I masked my expressions of horror<br \/>\nwith brown twine. It made my face ache. Just as<br \/>\na dog will rip into a swimmer&#8217;s face, so my big bummer<br \/>\nhas sprung into different parts. The ruthlessness<br \/>\nof the intern, career-wise, all the misery foretold.<br \/>\nI locked arms with a witless celebrant, being the gloomy one-<br \/>\nalways racing the animals, competing with them in a pool<br \/>\nuntil they can&#8217;t take it anymore-until they give up hope.<\/p>\n<p>Arnica<\/p>\n<p>To be calm<br \/>\nis to be comfortably<br \/>\nmoist at the hip. My tongue<br \/>\nis shaped like something sucked<br \/>\nfrom a shell. My sparks are still good,<br \/>\nI shed them in the golden light<br \/>\nof 8th Avenue all the way<br \/>\nacross town where the cab drivers veer toward me.<br \/>\nBrisk doors whoosh past all the guys from Tech<br \/>\nSchool. They see me with steel eyes<br \/>\nand stand up to the sound of a skidding car.<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t care<br \/>\nif you don&#8217;t have<br \/>\na care in the world-<br \/>\nyou see me and I see<br \/>\nthe day is not-so-quietly exploding<br \/>\nwhile Mercury humps mythical pudding into blue smoke.<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll sit right down in Gramercy Park on that fenced off patch of<br \/>\nsilvery<br \/>\ngrass.<br \/>\nI had my photo taken there once and never got it back.<br \/>\nThere&#8217;s a part of me that twinkles like slivers of glass<br \/>\nembedded in the sidewalk and another part that I have to read about<br \/>\nin magazines to get a grip on what the fuck I&#8217;m up to. Clipped<br \/>\nand sordid, I bake in the sunlight and sculpt<br \/>\nsexy shapes from the granite we&#8217;re built on.<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve explained my problem<br \/>\nwith my leg in the air and I can&#8217;t get<br \/>\nanyone to act like that.<br \/>\nStill, the pieces of me; they glitter,<br \/>\nsort of, it&#8217;s this glass, I&#8217;m real.<br \/>\nDon&#8217;t let me distract you<br \/>\nwith this tincture for bruises-<br \/>\nmaybe I should, you know,<br \/>\nstop. Calm as the everglades,<br \/>\nI&#8217;m not so sure.<\/p>\n<p>Squash Buckler<\/p>\n<p>Noble one of simmer mode<br \/>\nThe hankie is pulverized<br \/>\nBy the wedge of sports<br \/>\nA vehicle of downers<br \/>\nA drowsy stagehand<br \/>\nMagnificent oranges<br \/>\nAll the wedding cake you<br \/>\nCan eat a handful<br \/>\nAt a time.<\/p>\n<p><strong>ABOUT THE AUTHOR<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>Todd Colby<\/strong> is the author of <em>Tremble &#038; Shine<\/em> (Soft Skull Press, 2004) and <em>Riot in the Charm Factory: New and Selected Work<\/em> (Soft Skull Press, 2000).  He recently published a limited edition graphic novel with the artist David Lantow entitled <em>Sympathetic Detonations<\/em> (Evil Clown Books, 2005).  The novel is only available by contacting the author.  He lives in Brooklyn, NY with his wife, the artist Elizabeth Zechel.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This guy has some rooting around to do.<br \/>\nA spill is current, at least with the bright berry stains<br \/>\ndotting the fence around the hedges.<\/p>\n<p>\nBy <b>Todd Colby<\/b>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":119,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1954","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1954","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/119"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1954"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1954\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1954"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1954"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1954"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}