{"id":28436,"date":"2010-09-06T21:42:47","date_gmt":"2010-09-06T21:42:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/?p=28436"},"modified":"2010-09-06T21:47:39","modified_gmt":"2010-09-06T21:47:39","slug":"four-poems-robert-bohm","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/four-poems-robert-bohm\/","title":{"rendered":"Four Poems"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>By Robert Bohm.<\/p>\n<p><strong>To Kate After Losing My Job  <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>A dead horned owl in the dirt<br \/>\nnear the fence that separates<br \/>\nme from you. Its beak  <\/p>\n<p>dark as the blackboard on which<br \/>\nthe physicist chalks<br \/>\nlight&#8217;s equations.  Think what you want<br \/>\nabout the rotting wing <\/p>\n<p>or the land you see. Blowing<br \/>\nsilence through my teeth, I make noises<br \/>\nthat awaken no one. Years ago <\/p>\n<p>I studied how Yonkers&#8217; vagrants, leaning<br \/>\nagainst telephone poles, smoked cigarettes<br \/>\nwhile looking around. My father <\/p>\n<p>lowered his head<br \/>\nevery time he passed them. Not<br \/>\nas wise as he, I eyed them, thinking<br \/>\nfate could never<br \/>\ndo that to me.  <\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>While listening to Sun Ra<\/strong><br \/>\n<em>for Mary Stricker<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Some<br \/>\nin groups, others <\/p>\n<p>alone, all<br \/>\nheading in their own<br \/>\nwillful directions, the <\/p>\n<p>piano notes, like pedestrians<br \/>\non the corner of 4th<br \/>\nand Market on a <\/p>\n<p>sweltering day, zigzag ahead in spite<br \/>\nof the heat, sometimes taking <\/p>\n<p>a few steps<br \/>\nback in order to re-<\/p>\n<p>formulate \u201cahead&#8217;s&#8221; meaning, thereby adding to it<br \/>\nsomething most so-<\/p>\n<p>called progress forward doesn&#8217;t have: an attitude, one  <\/p>\n<p>that revels in how<br \/>\na clogged carotid artery or an under- <\/p>\n<p>sized heart, in ruining<br \/>\neverything we know <\/p>\n<p>about order, teach us that<br \/>\ndisharmony, regardless of<br \/>\nthe odds against it, is a<br \/>\nsignpost along the way to finding <\/p>\n<p>the melodious where<br \/>\n(everyone agrees)<br \/>\nit can&#8217;t be but nonetheless<\/p>\n<p>is, right there, for instance, where <\/p>\n<p>Catherine St. ends at 8th and goatherds<br \/>\nlooking around curiously<br \/>\nwander down from the Pamir mountains <\/p>\n<p>in Afghanistan straight into Philly<br \/>\nwhile the kids in the park across from your house stop playing<br \/>\nand gaze at them<br \/>\nas in the background   <\/p>\n<p>&#8212; I can hear it through my Creative Zen&#8217;s headphones now \u2013 <\/p>\n<p>the piano man shows<br \/>\ndecades ago<br \/>\nhow by including notes known not to exist, the known disappears<br \/>\nreplaced by a <\/p>\n<p>far more<br \/>\ncomplex music <\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Love Song for Brown <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>At the Legion picnic<br \/>\ndrinking beer from a keg,<br \/>\nyou hobble with the has-beens<br \/>\non your one good leg<\/p>\n<p>as I listen to you babble<br \/>\nhow below your stump<br \/>\nthe ghost-limb&#8217;s blood<br \/>\npulses and thumps <\/p>\n<p>and then you&#8217;re sliding<br \/>\ndeep into a dream<br \/>\nwhere you walk through paddies<br \/>\nin which children scream.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;d kiss you Brown<br \/>\nand drive away the pain<br \/>\nbut my lips were amputated<br \/>\nin the Indochinese rain.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>The old ones&#8230; after thinking about Ted Joans<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>My teachers are gone. All of them.<\/p>\n<p>I followed one past Volker&#8217;s farm, another<br \/>\nto the Cherry Island landfill&#8217;s<br \/>\nfar side, still another<br \/>\nto an empty room in Vancouver, the body<br \/>\ndecaying for days, the trumpet<br \/>\nlong gone, and then there was the time when . . . <\/p>\n<p><em>Ssshh<\/em>, my mother used to say.  <\/p>\n<p>When I feel the need, I sometimes<br \/>\nkneel before an altar<br \/>\nof fumigated grasshoppers<br \/>\nand white phosphorous<br \/>\nand pray.<br \/>\nIf there&#8217;s no holiness anymore, I&#8217;ll create it.  <\/p>\n<p>My hymn of praise<br \/>\nfor the old ones is an unfinished road built by workcrews. After<br \/>\na hundred miles, and then<br \/>\njackhammering 30 more yards into a mountain of rock,<br \/>\nthey stopped.<br \/>\n\u201cThere&#8217;s a goddamn<br \/>\nMohawk burial ground ahead,&#8221; one worker noted wisely,<br \/>\n\u201cwe ain&#8217;t messing with that.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The dead ones understand. Even<br \/>\nthe best art must tread cautiously, never<br \/>\nstarting campfires where the brush is too dry<br \/>\nor inviting<br \/>\nhighway engineers to ride giant mowers toward<br \/>\nthe Queen Ann&#8217;s Lace growing everywhere.  <\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s the end of the day now. Coolness<br \/>\ncreeps into the shadows.<br \/>\nDeer stand alertly behind the old waterworks.  <\/p>\n<p>A sad evening? Or joyful?<br \/>\nA covert mood, hidden further west<br \/>\nnear hand pumps and silos, dominates everything.<br \/>\nWhile the card player and midwife fuck under a cottonwood<br \/>\nthe moon rises higher<br \/>\nalthough they don&#8217;t see it, but I do.<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll tell them about it later.  <\/p>\n<p>In spite of not hearing the sound<br \/>\nof missiles in the distance, I know they&#8217;re there, soaring<br \/>\nlike words whose meanings, programmed<br \/>\nto explode on impact, will leave nothing alive<br \/>\nin villages where delinquents spraypaint messages<br \/>\nin banned vocabularies on the walls.   <\/p>\n<p>In a tiny city yard, I look up<br \/>\nyears ago<br \/>\nthrough clotheslines<br \/>\nat a lit apartment window, behind which<br \/>\nmy mother and her 5 sisters, crowded<br \/>\ninto grandma&#8217;s Cedar St. kitchen, make<br \/>\na soup out of ingredients scrounged<br \/>\nfrom the rubble found<br \/>\nwhere the church sexton&#8217;s root cellar once stood<br \/>\nin another country long before<br \/>\nany of them were born.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/09\/photo_-_robert_bohm2.jpg\" alt=\"photo_-_robert_bohm2\" width=\"450\" height=\"464\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-28444\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/09\/photo_-_robert_bohm2.jpg 450w, https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/09\/photo_-_robert_bohm2-290x300.jpg 290w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 450px) 100vw, 450px\" \/><br \/>\n<strong>ABOUT THE AUTHOR<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>Robert Bohm<\/strong> is a poet and culture writer. He was born in Queens, New York. His poetry volume <em>Closing the Hotel Kitchen<\/em> will be released by West End Press in Fall 2010. Other credits include two books, two chapbooks and individual pieces published in a variety of print and online publications. Bohm&#8217;s long antiwar poem <em>Uz Um War Moan Ode<\/em> (Pudding House Publications, 2007) was praised by award-winning poet Sharon Doubiago for his capacity \u201cto unearth an underground vocabulary that can erupt up through the lava rock of dead language with the force of an explosion&#8221; and also for the overall \u201cquality and depth of his vision and work, its deeplived root in the world.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Over the last 40 years, Bohm and his wife Suman have spent much time in India while keeping their primary residence in the U.S. He is currently completing <em>What the Bird Tattoo Hides: The Belgaum Poems<\/em>, a book consisting of decades of writings composed mostly, but not exclusively, in the village of Vijaynagar outside the city of Belgaum in Karnataka. More information on Bohm&#8217;s work can be found at his blog <a href=\"http:\/\/www.robertbohm.com\/blog\/\">Lethal Injections for the Conditioned Mind<\/a> and his <a href=\"http:\/\/robertbohmblogger.blogspot.com\/\">Selections from Online Works (2006-2010)<\/a>. He can be contacted at rebsalerno (at) comcast.net <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/09\/photo_-_robert_bohm1-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"photo_-_robert_bohm1\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" class=\"aligncenter size-thumbnail wp-image-28441\" hspace=\"5\" vspace=\"5\" align=\"right\" \/>A dead horned owl in the dirt<br \/>\nnear the fence that separates<br \/>\nme from you&#8230; Blowing<br \/>\nsilence through my teeth, I make noises<br \/>\nthat awaken no one. Years ago <\/p>\n<p>I studied how Yonkers&#8217; vagrants, leaning<br \/>\nagainst telephone poles, smoked cigarettes<br \/>\nwhile looking around. My father <\/p>\n<p>lowered his head<br \/>\nevery time he passed them. Not<br \/>\nas wise as he, I eyed them, thinking<br \/>\nfate could never<br \/>\ndo that to me.  <\/p>\n<p>By <strong>Robert Bohm<\/strong>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":119,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-28436","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28436","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/119"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=28436"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28436\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=28436"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=28436"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=28436"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}