{"id":56770,"date":"2013-04-19T20:35:14","date_gmt":"2013-04-19T20:35:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/?p=56770"},"modified":"2013-04-23T21:22:33","modified_gmt":"2013-04-23T21:22:33","slug":"stephen-connolly","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/stephen-connolly\/","title":{"rendered":"The Bot Fly &amp; other poems"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>By Stephen Connolly.<\/p>\n<p><strong>The Bot Fly<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>it suck&#8217;d me first, and now sucks thee<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I made $400 on in one day<br \/>\nI have great success following this<br \/>\njust PLEASE view this<br \/>\nbad stuff going around about you<br \/>\nhave you read it yet? wanna see me naked<br \/>\n&amp; have a dirty chat?<br \/>\ncome chat on this thingy here<br \/>\nfind out to see who&#8217;s been stalking you here<br \/>\nhey this person is writing<br \/>\noffensive things that are about you<br \/>\njust wat r u doin in this<br \/>\nwow disturbing lol<br \/>\nlol u didn&#8217;t see them tapin u<br \/>\nhow did u not see them tapping u<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ply<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Do you remember that time we were so high<br \/>\nup in the old library tower that every planned task<br \/>\ndisappeared, books piled up, and we passed notes<br \/>\nfrom palm to palm under our ply-wood desk?<\/p>\n<p>Or that night you told me I turned you on<br \/>\nto Bob Dylan, or was it Van Morrison&#8217;s <em>Moondance<\/em>?<br \/>\nWas it your place or mine? Or the first time we met<br \/>\nin the caf \u00e9 when I was single? That guilt-free day<\/p>\n<p>I turned up early, bought you green tea<br \/>\non a tip-off from a mutual friend, then watched<br \/>\nthe familiar walls lose their shape, my heart<br \/>\nright there on the table, my coffee going cold.<\/p>\n<p><strong>The Stephens Island Wren<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>Conservation Status: Extinct<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Driving across the Isle of Man<br \/>\nthe day the newspaper scandal picked up<br \/>\nsome momentum the plan had been<br \/>\nto look for rabbits when our ears pricked up \u2013<br \/>\nthe island has the biggest population<br \/>\nof wallabies outside Australia. Being free<br \/>\nfrom predators it took just one generation<br \/>\nto settle. Then, they continued to breed.<\/p>\n<p>Who&#8217;s mourning for the Stephens Island Wren?<br \/>\nIt was the lighthouse keeper&#8217;s cat behind<br \/>\nthe death of all the flightless birds, the story goes.<br \/>\nThey blamed the keeper, then the cat, and then<br \/>\nsaw the sparkle of feral eyes, shining<br \/>\nfrom under hundreds of hedgerows.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Long Exposure<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Darius has mounted his camera to the fence<br \/>\nin the corner of the field. The shutter speed<br \/>\nis set to twenty minutes, giving him the chance<br \/>\nto sit back and take in the lounging spread<br \/>\nof the evening where the stars will seem still<br \/>\nin the same place. He knows he&#8217;ll find exposed<br \/>\nconstellated traces, the beginning of a spiral,<br \/>\nthe black sky purpled once the shutter snaps closed.<br \/>\nHe says it hinges on the camera staying fixed<br \/>\nand leaving the subject time to move on.<br \/>\nHow focussing on infinity is a simpler trick.<br \/>\nMuch like the two of us, then, this three year long<\/p>\n<p>exposure. The time lapsed between then and now,<br \/>\nthe invisible differences, how you were capable<br \/>\nof carrying on without me noticing and how<br \/>\nmy almost-clear eye can&#8217;t resolve the details:<br \/>\nwork out for me to the closest millimetre<br \/>\nthe distance that develops a smile to a sneer.<\/p>\n<p><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/stephenconnolly.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"612\" height=\"612\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-57427\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/stephenconnolly.jpg 612w, https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/stephenconnolly-300x300.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 612px) 100vw, 612px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><strong>ABOUT THE AUTHOR<\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/closeandslow\">Stephen Connolly<\/a> is 24 and from Belfast. Both a graduate and current student of the Seamus Heaney Centre for Poetry, he is in the second year of doctoral research looking at the innovation of traditional set forms in the work of Paul Muldoon. He runs <a href=\"http:\/\/stephenconnolly.tumblr.com\/\">The Lifeboat<\/a> reading series and is an editorial assistant for <em>The Yellow Nib<\/em>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/stephenconnolly-420x179.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"420\" height=\"179\" class=\"alignnone size-thumbnail wp-image-57427\" \/><\/p>\n<p>I made $400 on in one day<br \/>\nI have great success following this<br \/>\njust PLEASE view this<br \/>\nbad stuff going around about you<br \/>\nhave you read it yet? wanna see me naked<br \/>\n&amp; have a dirty chat?<br \/>\ncome chat on this thingy here<br \/>\nfind out to see who&#8217;s been stalking you here<br \/>\nhey this person is writing<br \/>\noffensive things that are about you<br \/>\njust wat r u doin in this<br \/>\nwow disturbing lol<br \/>\nlol u didn&#8217;t see them tapin u<br \/>\nhow did u not see them tapping u<\/p>\n<p>By <strong>Stephen Connolly.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":155,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-56770","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/56770","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/155"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=56770"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/56770\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=56770"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=56770"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=56770"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}