{"id":65100,"date":"2014-04-09T10:07:55","date_gmt":"2014-04-09T10:07:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/?p=65100"},"modified":"2014-04-09T13:28:45","modified_gmt":"2014-04-09T13:28:45","slug":"daisy-lafarge","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/daisy-lafarge\/","title":{"rendered":"the zen guide to slipstream an ego &amp; other poems"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>By Daisy Lafarge.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Constant<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I being the constant<br \/>\nvowel getting fucked by a consonant<\/p>\n<p>we spent a summer playing<br \/>\na violent strand of scrabble<br \/>\nno board, reflex movements<br \/>\nI still have knuckle scars<br \/>\nwhere the nails dug in<\/p>\n<p>there&#8217;s an offbeat aphasia<br \/>\nwhen certain words wear thin<br \/>\nlike personal pronouns in poetry<\/p>\n<p>you talk about meta on the bus<br \/>\nand sound like a wanker<\/p>\n<p>the city in summer<br \/>\ntastes like hot buses<br \/>\nwhen One is bored,<br \/>\nOne feigns synaesthesia<\/p>\n<p>your city is only pretending it can swim,<br \/>\nand all the buildings wear arm bands<br \/>\nwhat is it like, an hour in the future?<\/p>\n<p>such low ambitions for time traveling<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m only interested in archiving<br \/>\neach desultory second<br \/>\nso the archive&#8217;s only about itself<br \/>\nexcept for the seconds which are first and last<\/p>\n<p>400 seconds before it comes<br \/>\nI would like to be informed of the last,<br \/>\nT minus 400 seconds<br \/>\nto slow my breathing<br \/>\n&amp; create the relevant slideshow<br \/>\nor maybe just<\/p>\n<p>stretch each toe<br \/>\nto the corners of the earth<br \/>\nand marvel at the beauty<br \/>\nof the blank screen before me<\/p>\n<p>\u201d\u0192<br \/>\n<strong>the zen guide to slipstream an ego:<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>(autogoogling and masturbation)<\/p>\n<p>thank god a poem can be a skin<br \/>\ndon&#8217;t peel it [implored] not today at least,<br \/>\nmaybe &#8211; some xylitol tramtrack AM with a thin film<br \/>\nover the market like lychees, the bile tells up through<br \/>\ncobbles to booted pre-arthritic knees it&#8217;s after all<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; plain sagittal sailing-<\/p>\n<p>last thoughts before sleep include:<br \/>\nuppers, flax and the elderly<br \/>\nrecumbence&#8217;s not all it was laid out up to be<br \/>\neven horizontal sex: my ideal weight<br \/>\nhas never been<br \/>\nthat of another<br \/>\non<br \/>\ntop of me<\/p>\n<p><strong>untitled<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I forgot the sea air<br \/>\nis a terrible coiffeuse<br \/>\nand gives me sexless<br \/>\npinkeye to boot<\/p>\n<p>along by the stade some<br \/>\nmeringue shell waves<br \/>\nare crushing each other,<br \/>\nhousewives in training.<\/p>\n<p>HASTINGS UFO<br \/>\n&amp; PARANORMAL<br \/>\nRESEARCH<br \/>\nCOMMITTEE<br \/>\non apposite A4<br \/>\n5PM weds,<br \/>\ncome for a pint<\/p>\n<p>I need some<br \/>\ndirection RE:<br \/>\nmy career<br \/>\nin haunting<\/p>\n<p>the shipwreck museum<br \/>\nis a great spot to yearn<\/p>\n<p>but this whole stupid sea<br \/>\nis the lemon meringue pie<br \/>\nI made for our Last Supper<\/p>\n<p>and<\/p>\n<p>we need to conserve<br \/>\nthe shortcrust seabed<br \/>\nfrom gentrification<\/p>\n<p>cum drop glossy<br \/>\nthe rows of dead fish<br \/>\ntalk dirty about herbs<\/p>\n<p>I see the lobster cages<br \/>\nand think \u2018apotropaic&#8217;<br \/>\ntell me, how would you tell the nets<br \/>\nabout art history?<\/p>\n<p>unbuttoning my shirt<br \/>\nto the song in the arcade<br \/>\n~<br \/>\nboys beuys buoys<\/p>\n<p>\u201d\u0192<br \/>\n<strong>untitled<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>queuing and eating<br \/>\nkleptomanic raisins,<br \/>\nI conclude that<br \/>\nchildhood was a dyad<br \/>\nof orange juice or apple<br \/>\n&amp; see the checkout woman \u201d\u00a8has a plastered thumb with which \u201d\u00a8<br \/>\nshe&#8217;ll press the tired from my eyes<br \/>\nintra-sockets, snagging on hairs and nerve endings<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ll wake up at the back of the world for sure<br \/>\nbut right now<br \/>\nthere&#8217;s an audible calcium in my bones<br \/>\nand the nights sink teeth into scopics<\/p>\n<p><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/486213_628219297192333_917690335_n-300x201.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"201\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-65101\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/486213_628219297192333_917690335_n-300x201.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/486213_628219297192333_917690335_n.jpg 960w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><strong>ABOUT THE AUTHOR<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>Daisy Lafarge<\/strong> studies in Edinburgh having recently returned from the Finnish Taiga, where she was writing and trying to avoid immaculate conception by lingonberry. Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in publications such as <em>HOAX, Ilk, Up<\/em> and <em>The Scrambler<\/em>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/486213_628219297192333_917690335_n-420x179.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"420\" height=\"179\" class=\"alignnone size-thumbnail wp-image-65101\" \/><\/p>\n<p>cum drop glossy<br \/>\nthe rows of dead fish<br \/>\ntalk dirty about herbs<\/p>\n<p>I see the lobster cages<br \/>\nand think \u2018apotropaic&#8217;<br \/>\ntell me, how would you tell the nets<br \/>\nabout art history?<\/p>\n<p>unbuttoning my shirt<br \/>\nto the song in the arcade<br \/>\n~<br \/>\nboys beuys buoys<\/p>\n<p>By <strong>Daisy Lafarge.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":155,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-65100","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/65100","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/155"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=65100"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/65100\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=65100"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=65100"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.3ammagazine.com\/3am\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=65100"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}