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The Squeak Strikes Down the Story

A man on a marimba plays a discordant “Flight of the Bumblebee” while a violinist imitates a mouse.   When people call me Josef K., I nod my head painfully.   When they shout, “Gregor,” and offer to toss me peanuts, I open my mouth obediently.   But now–in these precarious times of cat-like shadows creeping in the corners–might I not vault onto the painted pail of the ringmaster and assert my Josefineness all the same?   I am Diva, in a sequined red jacket and black top hat, snapping a bullwhip as I whine about my utter lack of vocabulary when it comes to music writing.   I have entered into a conversation for which I have no words.   And yet, I will sing.

By Nathan Dixon.